Because

I’ve found living in the desert trying. I miss my normal. At one of my lowest points I sought solace in scripture and these words from Isaiah have become my mantra:

Do not remember the former things,
Nor consider the things of old.
Behold, I will do a new thing,
Now it shall spring forth;
Shall you not know it?
I will even make a road in the wilderness
And rivers in the desert.

Isaiah 43:18-19 New King James Version of the Bible